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[17 May 2005|06:52pm] |
"you are never supposed to figure out who you are, otherwise, what would be the purpose in life?"
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i think tonight
is going to be an awesome night if all goes well
but if it doesnt, someone
come with me to see WEST SIDE STORY
up at madison either tommorow or saturday
matinee?
&FLIPSIDE SUNDAY. leave some if you are going
and i would love to meet up with you.
good mood.
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[29 Apr 2005|12:21am] |
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now ill just start this saying how tired i am. i really am. i woke up early at arielles house and had some bagels and now after eating some more im tired. i had too many starburst today. im really sorry for the lack of updates. school has been dragging me down. school always does. but it really sucks, i cant even remember the last time i made a real picture update. i miss livejournal. it made me happy. i love everyones comments and everyones good lives. we all have good lives. even when we totally do not appreciate.
i know sometimes i dont. but anyways.
whats been going on with me lately? well some good times. some good friends. meeting new people. starting to adjust to high school finally after 3 quarters. starting to understand the consequences to my actions. starting to love my body. starting to want to show it off again. starting to want to you know with a boy.
lemme stop talking now.
ive been on myspace too much lately so if you wanna see me there or if you have a myspace account add me. im really nice, and i love everyone on lj. even though i forgot about a lot of people. sorry. :(.
i found out today how to get on the roof of my house. after 6 years ive never been on the roof of my house... much less any roof of a house. it was so nice. the breeze and the hot black tiles or whatever they are called. and all my sisters friends. it was nice. im thinking of going there more often and bringing people special. cause it is a special place.
wow i can barely look straight. i need to stop revealing so many secrets to everyone. everyone basically knows me by now. well not everyone but a lot of people. i dont trust a lot of people. that doesnt add up. i really wish people would deal with their own lives. my actions are my actions. they might be stupid and provacotive and not to your likings. so what. boys. they're called them for a reason. i do what i please with them. deal with it.
and i also hate bitching with people. i hate shit with people. however lately ive gotten so into it. i really need to stop. "fuck you" ; "shut the fuck up" ; "you're bullshit." remind me to take that out of my vocabulary. seriously, if i can not curse for just one day please pay me 50 bucks. please.
it will probably never happen but whatever.
i wonder if im growing up the right way. i always do. if in 10 years or so or till whenever i get married ill look back on these times and think very highly of them. i really hope i do. i like who i am. i used to be so boxed. so 2d. im everything now. i like it. im not being concieted. im just thinking real hard at 12:15 am.
rum. rum rum rum. remind me to stop taking sips every day or so. remind me to stop reaching for that stash behind my cups. it burns my throat. (edit: please remind me to stop drinking it period. especially on my roof..)
i watched sideways today. what a good movie. i love sex scenes in movies. they are really scandelous. i dont find enjoyment or anything in them they are just scandelous.
i also watched spongebob. which is a very funny movie to watch right now as far as im concerned. or as far as my concerns are going right now. which they are going pretty far becasue im basically telling everyone everything. not really though. im hiding some stuff.
but isnt this what people want?
... oh god and all i wanted to do was update.
im adding this entry to memories.
peace out.
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so, i cant sleep. somethings wrong with me. im thinkin. im on a roll. i want a fucking boy right now. its cold outside. i was such a bitch today. i feel real good. i saw brindley brothers with a bunch of people and i was just a bitch and i feel bad. i love it when it pours.
im being nostalgic this evening.
( remember these? )
yeah its 2AM.
ill make a better post later. i promise.
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[21 Mar 2005|03:39pm] |
it liek toomk me forever tog et singed on cause im ahving a ltitle trouble tyoingbut whatevs
ismelll funny haahahaahaaaaaaa
andywas layst night id idnt ando anything i wastched the incredibles adnimgonna be pale princess hehahhhhaaaa
ok imgonna go i smellfynnuy
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[20 Mar 2005|01:01am] |
i think tonight i realized that i have one of the most amazing friends ever.
actually, theres 2 amazing friends.
one who clips his toenails and smells and the other makes gay juice and it tastes real good.
and i just thought you should know, because i am very contempt right now and i thought you should know.
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[14 Mar 2005|02:36pm] |
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i just wanna say how much i love everyone who helped make my birthday fucking awesome. funny how a whole night and a day can change so much.
i am such a hormonal wreck sometimes its hard to focus on things, which you know makes sense, when you're tearing up for one of the most elementary reasons ever. but eh. things happen for a reason.
i woke up saturday morning and i couldnt talk
i was coughing like a mofo and i kept telling myself "im not sick, im not sick"
plus that night was the concert.
"im not sick"
the wait until my 3oclock hair appointment seemed forever. I watched some O.C. I cleaned my room. I plucked my eyebrows, and I repainted my nails. I dont know why. Finally we were in the car leaving. I love the haircut.
SO much. I didnt even want this. Effie knew what to do and she did it and she did it damn well. Got highlights and side bangs and layers (pictures later. Im effing tired and coughing like a mofo.)
I smelled so good and everyone kept calling me bout plans for tonight. I love pissing old people off.
Got home, and then Tim arrived. And then shortly Joe and Leslie (LESLIE, I LOVE YOU.). We hung out and then finally we decided to leave. Went to taco bell and saw this really awesome car (haha) and everyone kept texting me saying "we're here" so i told them to eat fast.
Finally we got there and then the rest of the night.
Mm.. It was good. I sucked it up and had a good time. Thats all I really could have, right? I mean I had sooo many people around me that I loved. I cant believe that many people came, the Jammin Java people hated us (no Kowalski for being an idiot and bringing tennis balls.) A lot of us walked all over the place.
It was nice, I promise you. Then Joe got pissed cause he had to take home Zach and we crammed 7 people in the car and yeah. Illegal but whatever. Min then left and Isabelle and Balex slept over. They kept cracking "Your face" jokes and I didnt really mind even though I wasnt there. Cause, I mean, its balex and isabelle and i love them so much no matter what. We attempted to have an armegeddon talk but we kinda did. I have to admit, 2 of the your face jokes were funny.
I love Isabelle and Balex so much. We stayed up till god knows when and then they left at 11am.
THENN ARIELLE CALLS ME.
AND SHE COMES OVER AT 2PM
AND SHE GOT ME 2DOZEN ROSES. AND A DOUGHNUT/CHOCOLATE CAKE THING.
AND HER AND LEAH AND CHARLIE TOOK ME OUT TO EAT.
AND THEY GOT ME A CAKE SLICE. GAH.
i love you sooo much arielle. <333
and then kowalski called me and everyone sang me happy birthday
leah drove me to oakton and then i saw cooleys/sean hallets game
THEY WON AND GOT TROPHEYS WOO. Peter made these awesome d-fence signs.
Well, I liked them at least. We had newspapers for when the opposite team had a foul shot haha :)
then I was gonna go out to eat with cooley and people but I so didnt feel like it.
Went home and chilled.
And now im 15.
Finally.
And by the way, I reccomend everyone to go see Mean Creek. It was seriously a good movie. My sister got it for me for my birthday.
Thank you
My mom, dad, and sister, Aly (WHO IS DUE END OF APRIL OHMYGOSH), Arielle & Charlie & Leah, Lauren, Cooley, Kelly, Kowalski, Peter, Nate, TIFFANY!@!#, Melanie, Sean Hallet (Happy Birthday BTW), Kate, Erin, Kelly & VA Christ and all the girls, Asli and Andrea, Missy and Min, Dinh and Gil, Vickie, Emilio & everyone else
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my birthday is sunday, march 13th
so tommorow, saturday, i want you all to go to
jammin java at 8pm or preferably earlier
[to see The Getaway Car, Lucy Woodward, and Anthony Fiacco. 10$]
bring all yr friends
and presents arent neccisary... just encouraged :).
if tickets sell out we'll be roaming the streets of vienna or whatever,
and then off to my house and who knows when it will end.
:) im getting my hair cut tommorow.
like.
major cut.
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i really wanna fall in love again....
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[19 Feb 2005|12:59pm] |
and the mood i'm in? not too many words can describe it.
:/
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[10 Feb 2005|06:01pm] |
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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, what you hate, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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So this weekend was great. Joe and Tim drove over, Aslis Birthday Party, and then Superbowl Sunday with the Insiders.
Great.
I`m feelin kinda bored with my life right now.
Someone come in and make something happen. I live for drama.
Love, Alex.
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Not too sure what I can say about this weekend.
So I`ll just tell you what it consisted of.
Friday. [I`m in love]
Went to Joes with some people, those boys and girls being Melanie, Nate, Cooley, Kowalski, and these two other guys Matt and this kid in my Geometry class. Ate greasy pizza and spun the wheel. Lauren met up with us. All the kids went to the Madison Girls Basketball game except for all the Alexs plus lauren. Man we are so random. We didnt really know where to go, so first we go to the Amphora bakery. This lady kept wanting us to try the cake, I swear she put something in it. Didnt really know where to go, so we go into the Asian Market. I know, right? Stfu, we got Pokey and this candy in which the "inner wrapper" dissolves in your mouth. Also some pinapple Fanta. Asians really have it all. But anyways, we go into this random Medditeranean place and they kicked us out. Greek people are mean. Well that man was. So, we went to Quiznos and bought Fritos instead. Then it came time for Lauren to get home so she had to run. And then me, Cooley, and Kowalski were all alone. So what else do we do? Walk to the Dollar store and get Cap guns, gum, and a frisbee. Hhaha, then we walked to CLUB PHOENIX because Kowalski has never been there before and he is just missing out by god. And anyways, we got kicked out cause we were too old buttttt I saw Nicky! So I forced him to come give me a hug, and we left. Went and played basketball at the gym at VCC. That was for forever. But I dont remember complaining once so, yeah. Oh, almost forgot. Cooley and Kowalski pissed on the wall at Vienna elementary. What is them with pissing random places. Yeah. Anyways. Left VCC. Went to Vienna Inn. I SAW MICHELA! I gave her a hug and hug and had to leave for some reason or another. Um. Then we didnt know where to go, so we decided to go to Jammin Java. I saw Lydia, among many people! It was her 17th Birthday! Yeah, and guess who was playing. The Brindley Brothers. Yep. We got in for 5 bucks. Sang Tom Petty - American girl and The Beatles. Yes. Then got driven home. What a night.
Saturday. [Wait..]
nothing. Sat on my ass all day. Got in a bad mood. What a fucked over day. Funny how people let you down.
Sunday. [Always comes too late]
Went to Cooley/Sean Hallets game with Kelly Murphy. She got caught in the mens room. Hahaha. Afterwards went to McDonalds with Kelly and Cooley. Got fat and Cooley snuggled with my converse. It was cute. Oh. I shoveled the driveway AND the sidewalks. Score.
Monday. [You can fall apart]
Made Cookies. Did basically nothing all day. At about 8 begged mom to take me to Amphora. Picked up Melanie and Cooley. Blah, tonight was great but I`m too lazy to tell everything. Basically we walked all around Vienna- Me, Melanie, Kelly, Kowalski, Nate, and Cooley.
Score.
ps. Camera is lost.
Sad face.
pps. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY JAMES PALEN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. just think about it, last year I met you for the first time on this day too! Actually no on the 31st, but still. I ALSO WAS THE FIRST TO SING YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY. AND I JUST CALLED YOU. AND WISHED YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY. so yeah. hope you love being 15. miss you.
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nights like this, i start to hate the world
im in the worst mood.
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one of the best weekends. isnt it funny how like, my past few weekends have been some of the best? i was so scared of 2005 and eh. look at me now. but anyways...
saturday
[ iNSiDERS - nate. :( ]
yes. it was LAURENSSSSS/MARALEEESSSS BASKETBALLLLL GAMEEE. Oh yes. Oh yes. Even though they lost i mean... Hey, it was awesome. HHAAH, me and melanie took this random "weight room ->" sign off of one of the walls and used some of melanies eyeliner and made a "GO LAUREN and everyone else :)" sign. hahahhaaha. THEN afterwards, lauren and the girls went back to her house to get ready, and me, kelly, melanie, cooley, kowalski and peter all set out to joes, alone. and of course cooley looses his lacrosse ball. so for it took them forever to find it, and we finally got some random mans flashlights. we told him we lost our keys. :(
haha, but anyways, we got to joes- met up with lauren, irene, lily, and andrea. fun place. notable moments.... walking into the mens bathroom with kelly and melanie, eating sugar on bread... theres more, just cant think of it.
and then we all payed our 53 dollar bill, then we WERE going to go to starbucks. but kowalski and peter suck balls. so they tricked us into going to tequilla grande for "fried ice cream" but hey. we went to laurens instead. played pool. hung out. :) it was a good night. then KATE called me... ps. yes way. oh yr doing it. and anyways, me and kowalski saw TACO BELL commercials like... 3 in a row.
we needed some. so like, we ran all the way there. me, kowalski, lauren, irene, lily and andrea. hahahhaha. wow. i got a kids meal.
rip fido faucet
( llllllAURENS GAME. )
SUNDAY
`nothaaaa insiders day, minus nate. went to NOODLES with kelly, lauren, peter, and kowalski. hahhaha. i needed batteries for my camera, so we went to safeway, first stopped by starbucks, then got some batteries. then we were walking to madison, and like. we saw the dollar store. HAHAHAHAHA.
good times. kowalski got this crap plastic gun, me and lauren got purple balloons and a purple pom pom, and then we got permanent markers! and marked our initials ALL down 123... keep yr eye out for us. ahhaa. anyways, got to cooleys game and made a COMPLETE fool out of ourselves. hey, we do that best. but it was awesome. <3333.
( cooleys game/noodlessss )
then later that night had magianos, then leah came to come pick me up for ARiELLEs house. yessssssss. we had a bangin sleepover. we watched napolean dynamite, hahaha rel did her hw? and as usual i pigged out.
then on monday we went to go see PHANTOM OF THE OPERA.
oh man. i loved it so much. you have no idea how much i wanted to see it. i GREW UP on andrew loydd webber, that man is a GENIOUS. and i thought the movie was a very good rendition (sp?) of the play. although, of course, the play is a lot better..... but i mean, the cast was amazing. and everything was amazing...
and i dont think arielle liked it that much, but oh well.
and yessss, cody went. but he doesnt matter.
ahha, then leah came and picked us up and we went to wendys to pig out. mmmmm. then my mom took me home.
and yes, i HAVE NO PICTURES. :O! oh well. <33.
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so lets start out with friday.
MaRSHALLvsMADiSON BASKETBALL VARSiTY GAME. We lost. :(. 44-39. Oh well, at least I got to see so many people. Isabelle, Kaitlyn, BILL, DANNNNAAA, Ali, Leah!, William, and then hung out with Kate, Beth, Erin, and Billy, and then saw Maralee, Min, and Vickie and gah. So many people. We got bored of the game (even though it was a really good game, haha) and ran into the Auxillary gym and did cheerleading stuff with Beth, Isabelle, and Kaitlyn (and then some boys..). Even though I suck. Isabelle is a roundoff goddess. AHHAA. It was great. After the game, walked around Marshall with Isabelle, Kaitlyn and Billy. It was great. <3.
( mARSHALLvsMADiSON GAME )
then lets move onto saturday
first was vyi basketball game with TiFF AND ViCKiE. hahaha. WE ALL HAD ON SWEATS. Thats the closest i'll ever get to looking any sort of ghetto. We sat around and talked and watched Matt, Nick, and John play beautiful music. Basketball. We couldnt really figure out what quarter it was, but yanno. I wish I could of hung out with Tiff and Vickie more, but I had to go. So raincheck, ladies. <3. PS. Did Matt, Nick, and John's team loose?
( aNOTHER BASKETBaLL GAME )
and then kelly and lauren came and picked me up at thoreau
then drove me super far away to kowalskis house. kelly, lauren, peter, nate, cooley, and kowalski, well of course, was there. wow, that was a great night. got there with some really really good cookies. ate some candy. then went outside to start the fire. ahhaa. then went back inside to watch TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE. tyler and melanie and another girl stopped by for like, 2 seconds. ew, why did i agree to watch it. i really, really despise that movie. lauren kept saying how it was based on a true story. LAURENNNN. its not. ahha, we were all fucking scared. it was great. then went upstairs and hung out around the fire. went in the woods a couple times, got so fucking scared, went back, haha, kowalski set axe on fire. hahahaha. i think he burned his finger once. awww. so we made smores (i mean, OF COURSE) and HAHAHA. then we got in a circle, and talked about stuff that happened during 2004. i cant really explain it, though. it was one of those really eventful nights. then we told each other what we meant to each other, cant really explain that either. hahaa. we named ourselves the insiders, the square and then the triangle. we did that whole, team. thing. hahahah. it was so great. then lauren and kelly and peter left. and me and nate and cooley and kowalski hung out and watched some of harold and kumar go to white castle and some of super troopers. then i got driven home by kowalskis older brother. listened to ben kweller and bright eyes in the car, full blast. it was great. ps. my jacket smells so bad.
( kOWALSkiS HOUSE. first insider night. )
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